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Saturday, August 28, 2010
Pre - College
Currently listening to: Last Friday Night (TGIF) by Katy Perry
It's now 2:40AM. I'm moving into college in about 12 hours.
I look in my closet and the emptiness parallels the emptiness in my stomach. I look over at my little sister next to me, sleeping. I'm going to have to leave her in 12 hours. I'm dreading this. My sister reminds me of Prim from the Hunger Games. She cares about animals, she's lovable to everyone, she's brave, she's strong...she has an ambition to be a doctor. Leaving her is going to be so hard.
This room that I've come to love this summer, I'm going to have to leave this too. I even redecorated my walls because I was bored earlier this week. I pinned up a boss Zefron t-shirt that my sister gave me. She's never going to wear it haha.
Yes, I'm very excited to leave. I'm excited to meet potential nerdfighters? I'm excited to meet new and interesting people. I'm excited to learn and delve into my love of filmmaking in a more interesting and professional way. I'm excited to be surrounded by people who actually care about learning this stuff. I'm excited for the independence. But leaving this safe haven...this retreat of comforting shelter which provided me guidance whenever I need it...this place that I'm used to...this place that I grew up in...for such a prolonged period of time...it's going to be very hard.
No, I'm not leaving forever. Yes, I'll be back for Thanksgiving and Christmas. No, it's not going to be the same.
11 hours TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
82 days TILL DH PART 1
317 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
It's now 2:40AM. I'm moving into college in about 12 hours.
I look in my closet and the emptiness parallels the emptiness in my stomach. I look over at my little sister next to me, sleeping. I'm going to have to leave her in 12 hours. I'm dreading this. My sister reminds me of Prim from the Hunger Games. She cares about animals, she's lovable to everyone, she's brave, she's strong...she has an ambition to be a doctor. Leaving her is going to be so hard.
This room that I've come to love this summer, I'm going to have to leave this too. I even redecorated my walls because I was bored earlier this week. I pinned up a boss Zefron t-shirt that my sister gave me. She's never going to wear it haha.
Yes, I'm very excited to leave. I'm excited to meet potential nerdfighters? I'm excited to meet new and interesting people. I'm excited to learn and delve into my love of filmmaking in a more interesting and professional way. I'm excited to be surrounded by people who actually care about learning this stuff. I'm excited for the independence. But leaving this safe haven...this retreat of comforting shelter which provided me guidance whenever I need it...this place that I'm used to...this place that I grew up in...for such a prolonged period of time...it's going to be very hard.
No, I'm not leaving forever. Yes, I'll be back for Thanksgiving and Christmas. No, it's not going to be the same.
11 hours TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
82 days TILL DH PART 1
317 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
BEDA.11 - First Few Steps
Healthy snack choice of the day: Watermelon cuts
Active choice of the day: Took a walk with my sister
Guilty pleasure of the day: Triple Chocolate Meltdown at Applebees
BUT I shared the Meltdown with two other friends. So it's not that guilty hehe.
Taking the first few steps into my weight goal journey is really hard. I never really realized the amount of times in a day that I would get hungry, walk over to my kitchen, and grab something to eat. These past few days, I had to stop myself so many times.
Stopping yourself from eating something yummy is really hard. But I learned this thing where you would have to flip your brain into thinking that this certain food isn't really worth it. For example, I'm craving Ice Cream. Will having this time of eating this delicious ice cream make me happy? Or will having more confidence and an easier more healthy lifestyle make me happy? Think that way, and the ice cream won't find its way in your mouth.
Today I had the most imponderable joy of hanging out with some IRL friends. The last time I saw these girls was on graduation...two months ago! The first half of summer, I was completely grounded from everything because I did something really horrible. I wasn't allowed to hang out with friends or anything. It was really hard because I've never been grounded IN MY LIFE.
So seeing these lovely girls was GREAT. We caught up on inside jokes and memories we had during our high school career. It was a bit weird though. None of them are crazy Harry Potter fans (only one of the chicks read the books) and only of couple of them even know about my YouTube channel. I lead a double life and it's really weird. I'll write more about it tomorrow. This blog's getting lawngggg.
I don't have much more to talk about, but I do know that I really miss the EFAO chat. It's been super duper inactive lately :(
And now I leave you with a really old, 7 second video that I made.
12 days till MOCKINGJAY
18 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
99 days TILL DH PART 1
335 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
Active choice of the day: Took a walk with my sister
Guilty pleasure of the day: Triple Chocolate Meltdown at Applebees
BUT I shared the Meltdown with two other friends. So it's not that guilty hehe.
Taking the first few steps into my weight goal journey is really hard. I never really realized the amount of times in a day that I would get hungry, walk over to my kitchen, and grab something to eat. These past few days, I had to stop myself so many times.
Stopping yourself from eating something yummy is really hard. But I learned this thing where you would have to flip your brain into thinking that this certain food isn't really worth it. For example, I'm craving Ice Cream. Will having this time of eating this delicious ice cream make me happy? Or will having more confidence and an easier more healthy lifestyle make me happy? Think that way, and the ice cream won't find its way in your mouth.
Today I had the most imponderable joy of hanging out with some IRL friends. The last time I saw these girls was on graduation...two months ago! The first half of summer, I was completely grounded from everything because I did something really horrible. I wasn't allowed to hang out with friends or anything. It was really hard because I've never been grounded IN MY LIFE.
So seeing these lovely girls was GREAT. We caught up on inside jokes and memories we had during our high school career. It was a bit weird though. None of them are crazy Harry Potter fans (only one of the chicks read the books) and only of couple of them even know about my YouTube channel. I lead a double life and it's really weird. I'll write more about it tomorrow. This blog's getting lawngggg.
I don't have much more to talk about, but I do know that I really miss the EFAO chat. It's been super duper inactive lately :(
And now I leave you with a really old, 7 second video that I made.
12 days till MOCKINGJAY
18 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
99 days TILL DH PART 1
335 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
Sunday, August 8, 2010
BEDA.8 - Whale
Currently listening to: What I've Done by Linkin Park (Transformers Soundtrack)
As I laid lazily on my slightly uncomfortable couch, I stressed because my extremely difficult task of reaching for the remote deemed unsuccessful. Huffing in defeat, I munched on a sour cream and onion chip and settled for the Disney Channel show that was originally on, Jonas L.A. Watching this show of rich kids, girls falling in love with their best friends, and tedious actions of cute lovey-dovey boyfriend and girlfriend togetherness, I "hmph'd" in jealousy, wishing I had these girls fit bodies.
Let's face it, I'm overweight. Living life day by day feeling like a whale releases excess amounts of stress hormones to my brain and I end up feeling sick and bad. I try to forget about it by thinking about other things, reading a Harry Potter book, or, worst of all, eating.
I have to change this. I have a sense of style that I can't necessarily bring out because of my body. I want to dress up in different and exciting ways, but I can't because I can't fit in them. I want to go out with my friends and feel confident, but there's always something holding me back because I feel so self conscious. I want to run around and get all wacky without feeling this self conscious. I want to live life without having to have my weight in the back of my mind all the time. It's just...everything would just be so much easier.
So no, I'm not going on some crash diet. In the past, I've seen a nutritionist, so I am very well educated in the proper and healthy ways of eating. I also know so many different ways of working out. So I'm going to do something about this. From now on, I'll be blogging about my journey to my weight loss. Schedules, food logs, the whole SHABANG. Yes, I'll blog about other things, but I'll post my achievements to date.
Oh! And readers, please PLEASE don't comment saying "You're not fat!" yatta yatta. I get very humbled and thankful when people say this. But all I need right now is your support. So just leave words of encouragement. Believe that I can do this.
I believe that blogging about this will help a lot. I know if I start doing something about it, I'll end up forgetting and not caring. So blogging about it will definitely help.
And now I leave you with some old pictures of my car from the last days of High School:
Yes, that says "Pigfarts, here I come." And the bear paw? We were the Home of the Bears.
Which reminds me of this lovely video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nuA5Y_TWnsAH ONE MINUTE LEFT?! WTF
21 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
338 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
15 days till MOCKINGJAY
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
Saturday, August 7, 2010
BEDA.7 - Productivity
WHY? Why do I ALWAYS leave my blogs last minute. I mean this literally. It's currently 11:55pm WTF
okay so today, I biked around the city with my family for this thing called "Summer Streets." Transit shuts down about five miles of roads just for the use of biking, jogging, rollerblading, and more. The roads are blocked from all cars. It was amazing and liberating to have so much room just to bike!
There were free stuff EVERYWHERE too! I got ten million bags of Pirates Booty (MY FAVORITE SNACK (11:57pm AHHH), buncha yogurt and more. They even have different stations where you get free water, free safety equipment (helmets), bike valet parking (yes, bike valet parking. You check in your bike, they will watch over it for you and make sure no one steals it. It was AWESOME (11:58 WTF)
Yeah. I'm done. And now I leave you with....GAH i have no more time
22 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
339 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
16 days till MOCKINGJAY
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
okay so today, I biked around the city with my family for this thing called "Summer Streets." Transit shuts down about five miles of roads just for the use of biking, jogging, rollerblading, and more. The roads are blocked from all cars. It was amazing and liberating to have so much room just to bike!
There were free stuff EVERYWHERE too! I got ten million bags of Pirates Booty (MY FAVORITE SNACK (11:57pm AHHH), buncha yogurt and more. They even have different stations where you get free water, free safety equipment (helmets), bike valet parking (yes, bike valet parking. You check in your bike, they will watch over it for you and make sure no one steals it. It was AWESOME (11:58 WTF)
Yeah. I'm done. And now I leave you with....GAH i have no more time
22 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
339 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
16 days till MOCKINGJAY
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
Friday, August 6, 2010
BEDA.6 -
Currently listening to: Stacy's Mom
It's summer. I just want to savor some time to fooling around in the world of nothing and just relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
Today I:
took a shower
watched a play
watched ten million episodes of Buffy season two (SPIKE IS FINALLY HERE!)
took a long ass nap
watched more Buffy
ate
Very productive doncha think?
I also think that we should all just eat cupcakes and swim around in glow stick liquid.
Hey ladies, you are not alone when I say that IWANTABOYFRIEND. But, I've come to realize that I'm loving the single life. I could do whatever I want without worrying about someone ya know?
(insert longing sigh here)
And now I leave you with a video I made for one of my collab channels LanetoLeakycon:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7umoSRlFeQ
23 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
340 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
17 days till MOCKINGJAY
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
It's summer. I just want to savor some time to fooling around in the world of nothing and just relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
Today I:
took a shower
watched a play
watched ten million episodes of Buffy season two (SPIKE IS FINALLY HERE!)
took a long ass nap
watched more Buffy
ate
Very productive doncha think?
I also think that we should all just eat cupcakes and swim around in glow stick liquid.
Hey ladies, you are not alone when I say that IWANTABOYFRIEND. But, I've come to realize that I'm loving the single life. I could do whatever I want without worrying about someone ya know?
(insert longing sigh here)
And now I leave you with a video I made for one of my collab channels LanetoLeakycon:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7umoSRlFeQ
23 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
340 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
17 days till MOCKINGJAY
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
Thursday, August 5, 2010
BEDA.5 - CHEESESTICK
Currently listening to: nothing
I haven't been sleeping a lot lately. So yesterday and last night I had a HUMONGO REM rebound. (REM rebound is when your body takes one night to catch up on all the sleep you weren't able to get during the week)
Not good. Because you end up missing YouTube videos, over 800 messages on a chat, catching up on TV shows, reading blogs, and WRITING BLOGS
UGH. The month just started! and I already missed a day? Stupid sleep.
Ah, I just looked over at the clock and realized that I have 6 minutes left to write this blog. Why do I always resort to procrastination?
So, fellow readers, what's you're favorite word? Because I like the word "cheesestick." I don't know why. It sounds kinda cool. AND it tends to add some kind of kick to awkward situations, ya know? (11:56pm AHH)
And I will now leave you with a video I made on an awesome collab channel called "Nerdfighterratio." My stupid self didn't live up to the potential that all the people in this awesome channel have. But I tried:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCV4yDm9ZKI
(11:58pm)
24 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
341 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
18 days till MOCKINGJAY
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
I haven't been sleeping a lot lately. So yesterday and last night I had a HUMONGO REM rebound. (REM rebound is when your body takes one night to catch up on all the sleep you weren't able to get during the week)
Not good. Because you end up missing YouTube videos, over 800 messages on a chat, catching up on TV shows, reading blogs, and WRITING BLOGS
UGH. The month just started! and I already missed a day? Stupid sleep.
Ah, I just looked over at the clock and realized that I have 6 minutes left to write this blog. Why do I always resort to procrastination?
So, fellow readers, what's you're favorite word? Because I like the word "cheesestick." I don't know why. It sounds kinda cool. AND it tends to add some kind of kick to awkward situations, ya know? (11:56pm AHH)
And I will now leave you with a video I made on an awesome collab channel called "Nerdfighterratio." My stupid self didn't live up to the potential that all the people in this awesome channel have. But I tried:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCV4yDm9ZKI
(11:58pm)
24 days TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
341 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund
18 days till MOCKINGJAY
Peace out homeskillets.
Until next time,
Pickles4muggles
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