Saturday, August 28, 2010

Pre - College

Currently listening to: Last Friday Night (TGIF) by Katy Perry

It's now 2:40AM. I'm moving into college in about 12 hours.

I look in my closet and the emptiness parallels the emptiness in my stomach. I look over at my little sister next to me, sleeping. I'm going to have to leave her in 12 hours. I'm dreading this. My sister reminds me of Prim from the Hunger Games. She cares about animals, she's lovable to everyone, she's brave, she's strong...she has an ambition to be a doctor. Leaving her is going to be so hard.

This room that I've come to love this summer, I'm going to have to leave this too. I even redecorated my walls because I was bored earlier this week. I pinned up a boss Zefron t-shirt that my sister gave me. She's never going to wear it haha.

Yes, I'm very excited to leave. I'm excited to meet potential nerdfighters? I'm excited to meet new and interesting people. I'm excited to learn and delve into my love of filmmaking in a more interesting and professional way. I'm excited to be surrounded by people who actually care about learning this stuff. I'm excited for the independence. But leaving this safe haven...this retreat of comforting shelter which provided me guidance whenever I need it...this place that I'm used to...this place that I grew up in...for such a prolonged period of time...it's going to be very hard.

No, I'm not leaving forever. Yes, I'll be back for Thanksgiving and Christmas. No, it's not going to be the same.

11 hours TILL I MOVE FOR COLLEGE
82 days TILL DH PART 1
317 days TILL LEAKYCON 2011
$10 saved up in my Leakycon fund


2 comments:

  1. Ahhh! owefivdcknlxzsmoewifsdlkmcasdc
    I'm so nervous for you. omg. IT'S GOING TO BE SO AWESOME. You're there right now, aren't you? *twitter stalks*
    zomg. <3

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